Ethereal

My love for him
Is etheral
Transcends time,
Space,
Is always present
lingering
on and on.
Words though -
His new quests,
Women - his fancies-
Unbalance me.
Sadden me,
Cut through my heart
More than he'll ever know.
More than I ever show.
'Move on' he urges,
Yet deep down,
I feel he's lying -
To himself.
Denying
Himself,
his love,
Feelings.
For how can it be?
Our warmth,
Our energy,
Is so strong -
Not wrong.
Feels right
Bright
Alive.
Feels honest
Unforced.
At one
In peace.
For how can it be?
To share his space,
Feels 'home',
Even when left alone -
Feels soft,
Heavenly,
At peace.
Wholesome.