Something in the air....

Thursday afternoon I became all emotional. The day started off well and I was happy. I knew I'd be visiting my beloved which made me happy although he'd changed the plans, which'd somewhat upset me as I'd looked forward to seeing him earlier on in the day. Saying that, I was glad for him because I knew his other plans were of benefit to him and indeed, necessary for him. As the day went on though, I got a really bad headache - that bad, that I had to lie down.
I bathed later on and whilst I was in the bath, tears poured out of me - a good place to cry though cos the tears just add to the water! Something inside me just became really emotional, almost like I'd been 'overcome' with a hidden emotion that hasn't been allowed to surface! Weird!! Saying that, the moon was due to be a full one; Always has an effect on, me that's for sure!
Anyway, I straightened myself up and headed to visit the person I love. Again, I became emotional on the bus, on my way there..Once I reached his place though and spent time in his company, my mood lifted and I started to feel a lot happier and lighter in my heart again. He cheered me up no end, probably without even realising, that I was in a sad mood. The weird thing is, when I'm with him, I always feel like there's a really 'strong' atmosphere.. a weird sort of 'sensual' and 'positive' energy..maybe I'm just mad and deluded and think too much about these things, but my God, the atmosphere and energy was there and intense for me, last night!
On the way home in the taxi, a radio station was discussing love and the loves people have had and lost and found again - True love in fact. One woman rang in saying she'd loved a man for 12 years. They met when she was in a relationship and ended up having a brief encounter. She knew he was her true love. 5 years later, they met again, this time both of them were married but this didn't deter them from being together - she explained it as,
'She'd tried to forget him and move on but she'd found her feelings to be too strong for this man, whom she considered her true love, hence succombing to another physical encounter with the man she truly loved again. Once again they went their respective ways, only again to meet each other again 7 years later and finally decide to be together...They both knew in their hearts that they were destined to be together...'
Blimey, what a story to listen to whilst I was on my way home after visiting the person I love! So, although my day had started a little emotional, it ended a lot more happier and reflective. I thank my loved one for making me feel happier and lighter in my heart last night..